I am upset. very upset. I figured out why but I probably won’t do anything about it because confrontation scares me. I want to say something so badly but I won’t. instead I plan to sit around until I cave in. From the experience I have with my brain and second guessing I predict I won’t cave for a solid month. And then after that month I hopefully will never cave because I will have forgotten by then.
Basically what I’m saying is that I’m scared. Scared to find out that they don’t give a twig about me and the only reason they talked to me was for their own personal gain. I thought we were friends, mature 20 year olds. I guess I thought wrong. It’s cool. I didn’t enjoy having you as a friend at all…guess we don’t have to talk.